I’ve
read many of stories or books that start the title “The Joy of Writing,” but
never really consigned myself to the concept.
Writing was anything but a joy. It was exciting, thrilling, frustrating,
stressful, mind-blowing, and confusing and every other emotion on the spectrum
from one extreme to the other. But, joy?
Do
we categorize breathing as a joy? Or how about urination or yawning, or
sleeping? Well, I can see where sleeping
might sometimes be a joy. But how can we
categorize natural occurrences, something that so much a part of you and instinctual
be considered a joy? Writing is part of who I am. Constructing a
story is a part of my every day, every moment existence. I see the world as one
long epic tale, and each major event it’s chapters, and each segment a
paragraph, a sentence, or a word. Those moments are what makes up life and as a
writer I am a recorder, a scribe, and an observer of life.
I
don’t just write for fun, or therapy, or clarity, or need. I write because it’s
who I am. It’s like being a mother.
While there are all the books out there in the world that tell us how to be a
mother, I found out that being a mother is a natural thing, a instinctual
thing. My choice comes into play by
deciding what type of mother to be – nurturing or neglectful, etc. I am a writer and the only choice I have within
this vocation is what kind of writer
to be – and if you’ve followed me for any length of time you will find that I
am a multiple-faceted writer – a writing diamond. I’ve dabbled in journalism,
blogging, novels, novellas, epics, punditry, op-eds, technical, business
professional, auto-biographical, legal, free verse, poetry, screenplays,
reviews, editorials, memes, short stories, flash fiction, and songwriting lyrics. If I think about it, I’m
sure I could add a few more in there – but I think you get the picture. Writing
is just something I do. It’s natural.
Yet,
writing isn’t without its own rules, standards and styles. So, I have to learn them. Grammar, spelling
and punctuation are just basic skills needed to be a writer, because after that
comes tense, perspective, pacing, style, structure, threads, inciting scenes,
prologues, forwards, and on and on and on.
These are skills developed over time and experience.
So,
how is writing a joy? I suppose the joy
of writing is the ability to do it, and love doing it in the first place. I do
love writing. It’s a part of me that comes alive and thrives within me. I am a
collector of stories, a re-teller of tales, a silver-tongue, a scribe, a keeper
of legends. How can one not find joy
in that? When we leave this world, all we leave behind is our story. Who will read it or hear it unless it has
been written? I don’t need a Sorcerer’s Stone to make me immortal – I just need
to write. While my body will leave this place one day and turn to dust, my
stories will remain until it is no longer retold or pages are lost.
That’s
one thing that makes me sad – the forgotten of those that were here
before. I sometimes walk graveyards and
whisper to the headstones, “Hey, I see your name. You existed. You once were
here and you once lived.” I know it’s probably crazy, but I don’t want to be
forgotten. I don’t others to be forgotten. I don’t our history to be forgotten.
I am an orphan and often feel forgotten in the world, so I write. Oh, the joy
of writing.
Till
next time,
~T.L.
Gray
